Happy new year, I guess? xDD
Yeah, it´s been a while since I posted here.. (not too long but still)
December is just a month full of bad emotions for me, maybe you´ve noticed it in my Tweets and storys haha. But I just can´t stand Christmas.. Especially this year has been horrible, as this whole Corona stituation has been keeping me on low energy since march.. Really, I didn´t feel as bad as I did this year since my last year in school, which was the worst of my life so far haha~ but that´s another story~
Anyways, I once again wanted to write a post so that I can more or less motivate myself to be more productive again~ I´ve been planning to work on a few tings but keep it all a bit slower and don´t overwork myself like I used to do all the time.
For example I wanted to focus on just a few things for now, and then add others when I´m half way trough with it, or used to it.
First I wanted to work on my appearance again( yeah yeah, I know~ but being disgusted of yourself doesn´t make things better :'D), since I´ve been reaaaally letting myself down in the past months. I just looked constantly exhausted and tired, I mean.. not that I wouldn´t be but heeey xD
So that means I´d like to post more pictures again.. sadly just boring selfies for now because of the situation but well..
I already posted one on IG to get myself in the mood~ it´s old but I like it haha
I also want to sort out some of my clothes but I´m just too lazy, especially too lazy to go to the Postoffice when I end up selling them hahaha
And I want to start sewing again, there are already some ideas for bandshirts but I need to get some fabric and the stores are closed.. maybe I can find something online but meh.. I wanna look at it first D:
So I guess that has too wait a bit..
Besides that I´d also like to loose some weight~
Unfortunately I like eating too much xD But Babysteps~ we´ll get there~
Then I´ve decided to change my learning method~
I´ve been constantly stressing myself out too much and did too much at once, which resulted in me just being overworked and therefore unable to make good progress.
So I thought I should split my learning process up in different days.. Like.. One day I´m gonna focus on vocabulary, next on reading, next on listening and so on. Hopefully this will make it easier to digest..
I also really want to FINALLY finish the vocalline for the song that has been send to me some time ago..!
Recently I found out that Reaper seems to be just as nice as Winrar so I can keep on using it :'D And I also found a Midi-Piano thing, so I don´t have to use my voice to put in tones, which was always something that kept me from going on as it just made things harder to focus..(Not that having nothing but an finished Instrumental wouldn´t already be hard enough.. xD) So lets see how it goes, but considering how critical I am with myself I don´t keep my hopes too high :'''D
Yeah..
That´s pretty much all I wanted to focus on for now~
Recently I´ve been getting quite some comments on YouTube.. I wonder where they´re coming from all of a sudden.
So I´ve been thinking about making an "I´ve been to Tokyo before shit went down" Vlog, But that was already almost a year ago so Idk if it still makes sense xD
Mayb I should just ask around~
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