Trying to be back~~

Hello Beautiful~~

Sorry for being anything but active these days.. Depression just got me really hard once again vv

But well~

A small amount of things happened during my absence.

First of~

I spontaneously canceled the 6. J-Style Picnic one day before it should take place, simply due to the eventpages telling me that I would be the only attendant.

After that I received a message from lovely Nanashi, she told me that she still wanted to show up, which was really great since Ikuma and I planned to go to the meeting point anyway :D

We hoped that the person for whom I scheduled the Event on this date, even tho' I prefered another day, would show up, which of course.. did not happen.

That´s the thrid time I followed suggestions from possible attendents regarding time and date, I tell you for sure, it was the last time.

So we just sat in the park for a while, eating some delicious breakfast and then we went to another event, called Lame which took place near the place I have to live.

It was quite nice, We meet some lovely fellows, behaved like kids, joined for some Karaoke and killed those youngsters party atmosphere by singing Dir en grey and Girugamesh :'D

With awesome Ni, gorgeous Ikuma and my ugly haircut :D

I´m also working on a new Vlog about this day, where you can see some of our ultra mature actions ´͈ ᗨ `͈

But right now I kinda doubt that it´s going to be great Yeah, Who would have guessed this sentence?

It often occured that my phone just died on me while filming so we often switched back to my camera. Which means I could only film a small amount of what I planned to film and since we had to use the cam as it got darker and darker.. It´s most likely going to be pretty bad material |D

I didn´t check it out yet.. but speaking from my experiences with those devices.... :'D

I already planned to get a better camera, I really wanted to do this for about an year now..
But money..
Well, I think I already decided which cam I would like to get so... I just need to be "brave enough" to waste all that money |D

Maybe then I´ll finally be able to make the video which I already wanted to make like.. last October or something...

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This week I´m not going to post one of my crappy lists.

I kinda doubt that I´m going to make it due to work and stuff. And I really don´t need more demotivation right now ՞ ︿ ՞

The next entry is most likely going to be an lenses review.
An super ridiculous one to be honest xD
You know.. The lenses which I received in order to make this review are meant to create the eyecolour which I already have so.....

It´s more than pointless but I need to do it anyway ´∀｀